its just one of those days for me. im realizing how much has changed in the last few months. i lost my best friend to complete randos..me and her have gone through everything together and now we walk past each other like we never knew each other and thats reallyhard for me. i just keep thinking back to the days when she told me she never wanted to lose me and she sang “my life would suck without you” to me before i was leaving for georgia. i just really miss her and all the good times we had together. i wish she wasnt such a bitch and i wish she didnt do exactly what my old friend did to me last year. i miss everything and how it used to be. ive been saying that since 8th grade, i guess this was meant to happen and i guess i just have to make new friends. seems like everyone else is including my other friend who has ditched me every weeekend for her boyfriend, i would never do that that to one of my friends. i hate this feeling and i hate crying and i hate days like there where you realize the truth.
