i only update when i feel a spark of inspiration or somethings just really on my mind. (in this case its number 2) ohkay so i did something, that i never thought i’d ever do. it wasnt me @ all and i still cant believe i did it. but i dont regret it @ all. when i texted my cousin to tell her what happened she yelled @ me and my reaction was “fuck you” she got even madder and now we dont talk and another one of her friendsODed and died. shes had such a hard year but i dont wanna say anything to her. we told each other we’d tell each other everything so when i told her she shouldnt of flipped. i just miss her a lot and want things to be like they were cus she is one of the most important people in the world to me. ugh i just want school to start, my backpacks packed and everything.
