k so my bus comes in like 15 minutes so imma write for the first time in like 3 weeks ahaha. k so things are gradully starting to get better. He’s treating me soo much betterand i didnt even say anything to make him. hes treating me like a real person except for last night..ha. yeah well he said i was the only girl he has feelings for but idk. since im nosey i looked on his fb and theres like 873598746 girls writing to him, leaving him videos and like he saying “ily” to them but i think its in a friend way..idk thats why im second guessing him. He told me he was moving so that i would come see him sooner which I think is nice, cus he really wants to see me and i think, THINK hes coming here next friday but who really knows anymore. But idk im kinda developing a crush on this other kid in my school, idk though he likes me but i think that me and him are friends and i dont want things to be awkward between us cus thats happened to me before haha. yeah and that other girl is slowly trying to come back here im not sure why though..maybe cus her friends are slowly starting to leave her? idk but its weird. im starting to not like my dad..the things hes done to my mom are so disguting that i cant look at him the same way anymore. hes a great dada to me but the things ive heard and witnessed..i just cant think of him as the same person as he used to be. schools almost over im leaving for georgia, my birthdays in 4 days but im not really excited like i was. i miss my old friend that im not friends with anymore. but ik the drugs have completley changed her and all the things i missed probaby wont be there anymore so even if we did become friends again, i’d still be missing who she used to be. idk if that makes sence to anyone ese but me. and i dont like some of the japs @ ALL. k im done. bye(:
